I know I’m always like this…dreaming, hoping, wishing, and imagining things. Things that will forever be just a dream, just an imagination. It feels great when I’m like this, because I can’t feel pain, I can’t feel betrayal, I can’t feel loneliness. Just happiness. Especially when it comes about the guy I wanted in my life…my ideal guy…
…I wanted him to be childish-like, annoying, snobbish, naughty, irritating, and possess that devil’s eye.
Yeah! A devil boy.
But behind those evil manners, he has a kind heart, pure and loving. Who will always be here for me, to make me safe no matter what, to make me happy when I’m sad, to annoy me just to make me smile, to make that funny faces for me to stop crying, and to teach me how to fight back and be strong. A devil with an angelic face. Someone I can be proud of.
Now, will you tell me if that devil boy exists? Will you tell me his name and introduce me to him?
Or maybe he’s not yet here. Maybe he’s still in hell, preparing for the day we will meet. And I guess I should also prepare myself for that day, because from the very moment I’ll see him, surely, my dream, and my imagination, will be a reality. And with that, my full-of-dreams life will be disturbed and annoyed by this devil. And I’ll like that!
It’s better to love a devil than it is to love an angel. Why? Because at least a devil is a devil, but an angel…you wouldn’t know when he’ll become a devil. Do I make sense with that?
Maybe right now you’re thinking “She’s kind of weird. Wanting a devil in her life? That’s pretty abnormal.” Well, this is me, and this is what I wanted. I told you I love to dream, to hope, to imagine…that someday there’s this devil that will make my life miserable, but exciting. Why did I choose the word miserable?
Secret!!!
Just let me dream and imagine things, okay? And, will you just read? Now let me continue since it’ll be just short…
Almost everyday I used to dream. There’ll be no days that I won’t. But then, reality is reality. No matter how good I am in imagining things, I always end up realizing that it’s all but dreams…a mere illusions of my cute, little brain. But who knows, some dreams may be real.
Now for you devil boy…listen…
APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME IMMEDIATELY!!! GO!!!
.ydal. ^_^
Saturday, August 8, 2009
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